My freshmen year was well um intreating. I actually didn't do that much till now. I moved from Los Lunas to here in ABQ. If we are being honest I liked it a lot better at Los Lunas I felt more accepted then here. Everyone here is so worried about there appearance they don't care about other. People give dirty looks for no reason or they argue about stupid stuff instead of trying to talk to each other they just fight. Everyone was nicer before. And if we are being honest my home life didn't help i had people around its just i felt alone and i put up a um wall to deal with people. The only place i felt myself was at school. Then i got taken out because " They were about to expel me " but thats simply untrue i never actually got in trouble except when i ditched class once. The thing was my mom was always telling the school everything instead of taking care of it in the house she would tell people. With my mom i never felt i could be myself i always had to act ok or else i would be told i was faking it or that i was just wanting attention but what no one ever realized is that i just needed some one to talk to a friend i trusted. My freshman year was made more chaotic then it had to be. Sure i didn't make it any easier with doing the mary j juana but it was my way to feel better i felt more like myself when i did it but everyone just thought that i was doing it for other reasons they just didn't understand and even now they still don't. So my freshman year was lonely at first but it got better like everything does.
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